I guess today was pregnancy loss remembrance day (or something), because half a dozen people in my feed have listed the dates of their miscarriages. Including the one person, who mentioned her pregnancy loss seven years ago, who gave me grief about not having children up to the point when she found out I was pregnant. You know, also the one who makes sure to post on April Fools Day that joking about being pregnant is traumatic for her, but she was willing to ask me at every single family event when I was going to have kids. She has no way of knowing whether or not she was "joking" about this a few weeks after my own miscarriage or not, because it's none of her business, but of course, she needs to have her own precious emotions protected.
I'm realizing that I have a lot of unprocessed feelings and emotions about my pregnancy and subsequent postpartum depression which is going to require a lot of energy to monitoring my personal filters to not piss off every one around me. But I don't feel like apologizing, either, if I do slip up and tell this person to shut up already because she may (or may not) have made my life hell for years and years and years. Again, none of her business.
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Part time, online jobs for moms
Can someone please create a database of part-time jobs that can be done online that 1) is legit, and 2) doesn't involve annoying people on Facebook?
A friend of a friend is a consultant for 31, aka low-quality over-priced LLBean knockoffs for people who haven't heard of Lands End, and is currently hijacking my friend's friend list for a "31 Party", in which there is no actual party - just flooding your newsfeed with 96 pleas in 5 days (I counted) to order tote bags with quirky personalizations (at an extra cost) before the "party" ends. Maybe if someone was eating a piece of celery somewhere while sipping on a riesling, I'd feel a bit differently, but alas, these types of weekend afternoon parties have gone the way of Lia Sophia into the dustbin of history.
Of course this is the friend's sorority friend. My own sorority friends include Tupperware and Pampered Chef consultants, and I even rejected friending someone from my pledge class when I saw that her own page was nothing but Pink Zebra posts. But, there's also other friends hawking Traveling Vineyard and Scentsy and whatever else they moved to since LulaRoe imploded, as if they never learned their lessons. Each one posting about owning one's own business and vaguely uplifting quotes about empowerment and occasionally using the word Mompreneur. It's the need to earn money, but without paying for daycare or a babysitter. Back in high school, this was usually done with a part-time retail job while the kids were in school, but it appears that these jobs don't really exist any more.
What put me over the edge was this most recent hostess, who wrote that we should purchase tote bags because she made the decision to quit her teaching job to focus on her family. You know what? Fuck you. I owe you crap because you made your own poor financial decision. It's not a secret that the American economy is not structured in a way that a single-income household could thrive. This was not exactly a secret here, and as a graduate of an elite liberal arts college, there's no excuse for not knowing. And, if you really do think that it's an issue that a teacher can't afford child care, then fix the fucking structural barriers that prevent this. Lobby your school district for day care. Mobilize your union. Don't make it sound like a $35 tote bag is going to do much to save your situation, let alone the situation of similar woman, many of whom don't have the resources to fight because of other structural barriers. Your choices are to understand the awful structure of the economy and go back to work like the rest of us, or fucking do something to change the outcomes of all women. Yes, this makes it sound like I've gone full Republican, but it's more that I've been hearing this shit from Republicans who just a few years ago were talking about the need to cut taxes and benefits. You know, before they figured out that these cuts would impact their own lives. You made your bed, not thinking that you were making it for yourself. So sleep in it and stop complaining.
And, no, I didn't buy your damned ugly purses. Your $80 bag is $39.95 at Lands End, and is now 40% off.
A friend of a friend is a consultant for 31, aka low-quality over-priced LLBean knockoffs for people who haven't heard of Lands End, and is currently hijacking my friend's friend list for a "31 Party", in which there is no actual party - just flooding your newsfeed with 96 pleas in 5 days (I counted) to order tote bags with quirky personalizations (at an extra cost) before the "party" ends. Maybe if someone was eating a piece of celery somewhere while sipping on a riesling, I'd feel a bit differently, but alas, these types of weekend afternoon parties have gone the way of Lia Sophia into the dustbin of history.
Of course this is the friend's sorority friend. My own sorority friends include Tupperware and Pampered Chef consultants, and I even rejected friending someone from my pledge class when I saw that her own page was nothing but Pink Zebra posts. But, there's also other friends hawking Traveling Vineyard and Scentsy and whatever else they moved to since LulaRoe imploded, as if they never learned their lessons. Each one posting about owning one's own business and vaguely uplifting quotes about empowerment and occasionally using the word Mompreneur. It's the need to earn money, but without paying for daycare or a babysitter. Back in high school, this was usually done with a part-time retail job while the kids were in school, but it appears that these jobs don't really exist any more.
What put me over the edge was this most recent hostess, who wrote that we should purchase tote bags because she made the decision to quit her teaching job to focus on her family. You know what? Fuck you. I owe you crap because you made your own poor financial decision. It's not a secret that the American economy is not structured in a way that a single-income household could thrive. This was not exactly a secret here, and as a graduate of an elite liberal arts college, there's no excuse for not knowing. And, if you really do think that it's an issue that a teacher can't afford child care, then fix the fucking structural barriers that prevent this. Lobby your school district for day care. Mobilize your union. Don't make it sound like a $35 tote bag is going to do much to save your situation, let alone the situation of similar woman, many of whom don't have the resources to fight because of other structural barriers. Your choices are to understand the awful structure of the economy and go back to work like the rest of us, or fucking do something to change the outcomes of all women. Yes, this makes it sound like I've gone full Republican, but it's more that I've been hearing this shit from Republicans who just a few years ago were talking about the need to cut taxes and benefits. You know, before they figured out that these cuts would impact their own lives. You made your bed, not thinking that you were making it for yourself. So sleep in it and stop complaining.
And, no, I didn't buy your damned ugly purses. Your $80 bag is $39.95 at Lands End, and is now 40% off.
Confirmation Bias
I finally deleted my pregnancy app. It was long overdue, mostly since my daughter is 8 months old, so I hung onto this for almost a full human gestation period beyond its useful life. But, I've wanted to do so for some time, but needed to check in from time to time to watch this like one would watch a car crash. Except for me, it was the watching death of data and reason erode over the course of a few months, and a small scale experiment in how social media can be easily hijacked.
It started out as a need to reach out to other people when I was pregnant and couldn't brush my teeth without throwing up and needed to know that I wasn't the only person experiencing this. Once I found the message boards, I got the confirmation that I needed, but also a group of women who suddenly discovered that the United States was a shitty place to be a pregnant woman. So I stuck around. It was nice to see a bunch of Red State women complain about the lack of paid maternity leave, their high deductible insurance plans, the lack of affordable day care, and how their at-will employment state didn't make it illegal for their employers to fire them for being pregnant. Come for the pregnancy tips, stay for the schadenfreude of telling someone to petition the state government of Texas or Mississippi or Arkansas to protect workers.
But then the inevitable happens. A few loud-asses start saying that anyone who doesn't agree with them is Mom-shaming. Providing a link to the CDC site demonstrating the effectiveness of vaccines - Mom-shaming. Linking to the AAP guidelines for introducing peanuts to infants - Mom-shaming. Starting a discussion about a Fisher-Price recall - Mom-shaming. You could say that you were adding sharks to the water birthing tub you were considering, and the first person to ask you if that was a good idea would be accused of Mom-shaming. There's only so much of this silliness that you can take before you just decide it's not worth it.
The problem stems from two separate ways of conducting an argument - the first is to support one's opinions with data and logic. The other is to resort to name-calling to shut people up. So if you decide to put your newborn into bed with you to "co-sleep", you don't care that this has been shown through data that this increases the likelihood of SIDS. But since you can't refute this with your own data or logic, you just start name-calling. Eventually, the people who are good at finding reputable sources of data reach their breaking point and drop out. Those left behind rarely look around and say, "Hey, didn't there used to be a dozen doctors posting in this group and now we only have an unlicensed holistic midwife around here?", so this change in the group's dynamics is often unnoticed unless you are looking for it.
Just in case you were wondering how Facebook and the 2016 election worked, it's the same. I mean, do you correct your dumb home-schooled cousin anymore, or did you unfriend him?
It started out as a need to reach out to other people when I was pregnant and couldn't brush my teeth without throwing up and needed to know that I wasn't the only person experiencing this. Once I found the message boards, I got the confirmation that I needed, but also a group of women who suddenly discovered that the United States was a shitty place to be a pregnant woman. So I stuck around. It was nice to see a bunch of Red State women complain about the lack of paid maternity leave, their high deductible insurance plans, the lack of affordable day care, and how their at-will employment state didn't make it illegal for their employers to fire them for being pregnant. Come for the pregnancy tips, stay for the schadenfreude of telling someone to petition the state government of Texas or Mississippi or Arkansas to protect workers.
But then the inevitable happens. A few loud-asses start saying that anyone who doesn't agree with them is Mom-shaming. Providing a link to the CDC site demonstrating the effectiveness of vaccines - Mom-shaming. Linking to the AAP guidelines for introducing peanuts to infants - Mom-shaming. Starting a discussion about a Fisher-Price recall - Mom-shaming. You could say that you were adding sharks to the water birthing tub you were considering, and the first person to ask you if that was a good idea would be accused of Mom-shaming. There's only so much of this silliness that you can take before you just decide it's not worth it.
The problem stems from two separate ways of conducting an argument - the first is to support one's opinions with data and logic. The other is to resort to name-calling to shut people up. So if you decide to put your newborn into bed with you to "co-sleep", you don't care that this has been shown through data that this increases the likelihood of SIDS. But since you can't refute this with your own data or logic, you just start name-calling. Eventually, the people who are good at finding reputable sources of data reach their breaking point and drop out. Those left behind rarely look around and say, "Hey, didn't there used to be a dozen doctors posting in this group and now we only have an unlicensed holistic midwife around here?", so this change in the group's dynamics is often unnoticed unless you are looking for it.
Just in case you were wondering how Facebook and the 2016 election worked, it's the same. I mean, do you correct your dumb home-schooled cousin anymore, or did you unfriend him?
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